There are few moments in my life that have touched me on such a deep level that words could not be formed, and breath was sucked from my lungs. Moments where emotions are felt so strongly that tears well up in my eyes and knots are felt in my throat. I had one of these sobering moments when visiting Dachau, the first concentration camp created in 1933 shortly after Adolf Hitler became Reich Chancellor.
“Work sets you free”
Front gate
Despite the unfathomable events that took place behind this gate, I truly believe everyone needs to visit places like this. Not only to learn about the grotesque history that occurred in our world, but to put things into perspective. I sometimes get so wrapped up in my physical body, and the things I cannot do, that I forget to remember how blessed I am. Sadly, I believe the closed minded principals that fostered Dachau are all too relevant in the world today.
Detention bunker
Bunker
Bunker
This camp served as a model for all later concentration camps and as a “school of violence” for the SS men under whose command it stood. In the twelve years of its existence over 200,000 people from all over Europe were imprisoned here and in the numerous subsidiary camps. 41,500 were murdered between the multiple camps. The conditions worsened as time went on, but on April 29 1945, American troops liberated the survivors.
One of many places where ashes were left.
The current grounds of the camp have changed, but some buildings have been preserved and some replicas have been built to showcase what it was like back when the camp was in operation. Upon walking into the gate, you see the roll call square where prisoners were called every morning and night for punishment, and for work duty assignments. I took a left turn after entering the gate, heading towards to detention bunker first.
The photos above and below show what it was like inside the bunker, the place where the most frequent punishments were held. Inside the bunker prisoners would be flogged, hung by their arms, kept in dark small spaces, or even executed. Walking the halls of this remaining bunker left a chill in my heart that I still carry with me today. I cannot even imagine.
Roll call ground
Bunker
Bunker
From the bunker I found my way into the onsite museum, where I learned so much more about the camp. I discovered that on camp road, where the living barracks were located, there were nine medical buildings. The medical care was inadequate, but the most horrifying part about these buildings were the human medical experiments that went on. A former prisoner, Nico Rost recalls one of these medical barrack buildings:
“This was the barrack the prisoners feared the most – the barrack of experiments, the realm of Doctor Rascher. Atrocities were committed here which surpassed all the other cruelties carried out in German concentration camps, SS doctors committed them on defenseless prisoners, abused them for their so-called medical experiments: here prisoners were placed in icy water until they froze, often for hours on end so as to identify the average time that elapsed when it no longer made any sense to search for men who had parachuted into the English Channel after being shot down. Bone transplants, phlegmon and hyperthermia experiments were carried out in these barracks, ending in agonizing death after horrific suffering.”
Camp road – the barracks were all lined on the sides. The buildings are no longer there.
One of the old barrack platforms
The end of camp road now leads to religious memorials, which was a much needed reprieve before the final and hardest location I visited at Dachau. Up until this moment I had mostly kept my composure. My soul ached the entire day, but I completely lost it when I turned the corner and saw the crematorium. The ovens were in operation day and night, and by then end of 1944 the capacity was too high to cremate all the bodies. Upon liberating the camp in 1945, American soldiers discovered countless corpses piled up inside.
This photo hurts my heart.
32,000 deaths were documented at Dachau, but there is an unknown number of unregistered deaths as well. Around the crematorium are gardens and a beautiful walkway. It was hard to see such beauty surrounding the place of death, but the commemorations and grave stones for those who died were beautiful. I lost my breath one last time after walking by a wall that was designated for execution. Prisoners would stand by the stone wall and wait to be shot, and the bullet marks are still visible today.
Dachau had a gas chamber, however it was not used for mass murder like some of the other camps. Prisoners did report that the SS would use the chambers for smaller executions by poison gas. The gas chamber was within the crematorium, and there were three different rooms prisoners would go through. A waiting room, and room to take off their clothing, and the gas chamber. Prisoners were under the impression they would be taking a shower.
Entrance to gas chamber, the word brausebad translates to shower.
Writing this post stirs up all the same emotions I felt when I visited nearly three weeks ago. I went alone, and spent three hours touring the grounds. I took a train from my town into Munich, and from Munich it was about 20 minutes by another train and a bus to get to Dachau. It was really easy to find, and going in March meant there weren’t too many other people visiting. Despite my earlier comment of wanting people to see this place, I didn’t want to go at a time when it was overly crowded.
For as long as I can remember I’ve been intrigued by all things related to the holocaust. I still struggle to wrap my head around the fact that human beings were able to do this to other human beings. The indifference towards others was so strong I can’t help but wonder what the men thought and felt while acting out these horrifying punishments. Can one really feel nothing when torturing another? I’ll never understand.
I hope to return to Dachau sometime while living here and take advantage of a guided tour to learn even more, but I’m glad my first time visiting was on my own terms and at my own pace. This is an experience I will never forget.
Q: I talk to people that tell me they couldn’t handle visiting one of these camps, could you?
Blissfulbritt 
30 thoughts on “Dachau Concentration Camp”
kathy @ more coffee, less talky
1) it’s amazing that you up and moved to Germany.
2) I go back and forth between reading novels (fiction) in the WW2 genre (because man, they’re so heavy and heartbreaking) and although it’s fiction, the descriptions of the concentration camps and the conditions of which the characters endure are no less horrific. Every time I finish a WW2 novel, I have to switch to something light and fluffy (ie. trash novels) just to try and mentally recover from what I read so I can’t even imagine visiting there and see these things in real life. I can’t believe that this is actually a part of our human history.
Brittany
I can’t believe it either, it seems like this should be a story in a book that is false. This world is wild. Always good to hear from you boo boo.
Rachel Allene
I hope to some day visit one of those camps, but I think it is something I would need to do alone. Just thinking about walking on those grounds leaves me with tears in my eyes and a catch in my throat. I don’t think I could handle it if I had someone along who wanted to talk about what we were seeing. That kind of pain takes a whole new level of processing… but I want to go, because I want to pay respects to those who lost their lives to horrors I can’t imagine. I want to go and remember them.
Brittany
You make a good point of going and paying respect, that’s exactly how I feel. And I can’t imagine having gone with someone else. Solo for sure.
Nowhere Tribune
I’d love to visit, but I think I’d have the same reaction as you. Yes, it’s hard to imagine the things that people have done to each other. Very good post, Britt. Thanks for sharing your experience.
Brittany
Thank you for reading. 🙏🏻 It was a life changing experience for sure.
rootchopper
I wouldn’t like to go. But if I am ever near one of the camp sites I think I will have to. They are horrible and historic and we must not forget them. I just watched They Shall Not Grow Old about World War I. It’s simply unbelievable that Europe what Europe went through twice in a lifetime. So many lives lost. For what? As a Englishman might ironically say, not a bloody thing.
Brittany
Such a travesty. I simply do not understand mankind at times.
Deena Puumala
I visited Dachau several years ago on my first visit to Germany. And I was just there for a 3 week study abroad class in November and December and visited Sachsenhausen outside of Berlin. These places definitely are an eye opening experience. And I agree with you, it’s a place people should visit. It really puts things in perspective. And no matter how much you read or study about these events, seeing where it happened, and seeing the artifacts, shows so much more. I think the place that hit me hardest was the Topf and Sons building in Erfurt. Highly recommend it if you ever find yourself in the area.
Brittany
I will add that to the list, thank you for the recommendation! I agree with everything you wrote here.
emaylerocks
Well written and the photos are great. I have always been interested in this history and ask a lot of the same questions. Thanks for sharing!
Brittany
Thank you for reading, and for your comment! ❤️
Amy
I actually visited Dachau while in high school on a band trip through Europe. It was so sobering, so unfathomable, so haunting. I remember being struck by the “shower” story as well. The buildings, the monuments, the leftover skeleton of the place… It’s not something I’ll ever forget.
Brittany
I think it’s great for a high school to take students here, it’s something so important in our history. Much younger might be too young, and not sink in, but I commend your teacher! I’ll never forget either.
P
Things like this need to be talked about so they don’t happen again…even if it’s heartbreaking and unfathomable. 😦
Brittany
I agree completely!!!
Reanna Clark
I visited Sachsenhausen camp near Berlin a few years ago and it was just as sobering as you describe. Despite being a difficult place to visit it is important. The same words were on the gate.
Brittany
I’ll have to look into this one! Thanks for sharing.
gpavants
Hi Brittney,
That’s why travel is so important. It opens the world and brings history to life. Sadness and grief deepen us as people. It would be hard, but yes, I would go. Seeing the truth reminds us why we fight for it.
Thanks for sharing!
Gary
Brittany
Beautifully said Gary! Thank you for your words.
elliewick
I went to Sachsenhausen and Mauthausen. My history class went to the annual liberation commemoration at Mauthausen, which was a harrowing experience. I wish I had visited Dachau and Auschwitz. Some day I’ll return and visit those.
Brittany
I just watched a movie about Mauthausen last night. I shamefully admit I didn’t realize there were so many camps.
stateeats
Hi Britt – visiting a place like this is so important so it never happens again. Sadly, the world has experienced other genocides since then. I agree with you, how could these people sleep at night knowing what they did? A really good book about the experiments was Lilac Girls by Martha Hall Kelly. I couldn’t put it down. -Kat
Brittany
I’ll have to check out this book, thank you!
Meghan@CleanEatsFastFeets
This is heartbreaking. I can fathom treating human beings this way and yet we did. Lately I’ve been reading a lot of books about World War 2 and the Holocaust and they hurt my heart, while uplifting it as well because they focus on survivors and women’s role in the war, including saving others.
Brittany
What books? I’m always looking for a good read about this time in history.
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Judy
While living in Germany we visited Dachau in 1978. At that time several buildings still stood with wooden slab bunks intact. Former prisoners had carved words into walls around bunks. Ovens still had chunks of human flesh hanging from grates with the smell of cooked flesh still prevalent. .In the midst of this, I remember a Jewish, Protestant & Catholic memorial looking so peaceful in midst of so much suffering.
Brittany
My goodness, you paint such a sad mental image. I’ve been here twice now, and it hit me just as hard the second time.
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